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Book Banning and Sexual Persecution under Donald Trump
February 18, 2025
Commentary
Essay

In my previous post on Trump’s fascism, I described how fascists leverage the freedom of speech to gain power before hypocritically pulling the plug on speech and enacting censorship. Well, it was prophetic. The Pentagon has begun banning books in military schools in order to carry out Donald Trump’s executive orders. This will supposedly effect 67,000 children worldwide, according to the Guardian piece on the subject. The executive orders on show:

Ending Radical Indoctrination in K-12 Schooling

DEFENDING WOMEN FROM GENDER IDEOLOGY EXTREMISM AND RESTORING BIOLOGICAL TRUTH TO THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT

Books targeted include a book about Ruth Bader Ginsburg, books that reference queer or transgender people, and even an innocuous book by Julianne Moore about a girl and her freckles. Alongside banning books, military schools are now being directed to ban gay pride clubs as well as general women’s groups (Women in STEM). Black History month has also been “canceled.” Because a month celebrating the contribution of the people we literally chained up, enslaved, and sold like cattle is somehow out of taste to the current Republican administration.

The Department of Education Website, whose front page proudly declares that it has cut programs related to the discussion of racism, ableism, gender-based discrimination, homophobia, and ageism in the workplace, released a memo in January about the firing of the department’s “book ban coordinator.” This person’s job under the Biden administration was to identify instances of book banning in school districts across the country (not a bad idea IMO). Not only has this role been eliminated, but the memo goes further to counter even the conception that books are being “banned” at all. In an amazing display of double speak by our elected officials, the memo describes the book bannings merely as “alleged,” and re-frames the bans as “established commonsense processes by which to evaluate and remove age-inappropriate materials.” The books are being removed from libraries– that is banning regardless of the legal language concocted to explain it.

Bannings are occurring, especially in Republican states. For example, Florida has banned over 4000 books in the past few years. Among the books in question are Toni Morrison’s Beloved and Kurt Vonnegut’s Slaughterhouse Five. Morrison’s novel is about a slave woman that murders her own baby rather than turning her over to slave hunters. The decision haunts the mother for the rest of her life. Vonnegut’s book is about a man’s severe trauma after witnessing and being trapped in the fire bombing of Dresden during WWII, the horror of which need only be implied. These are rich novels that tackle extremely painful moments in American history (Slavery and WWII). They define the very character of our country and give insight into how messy it is to be a human in a tough world. High schoolers and anyone with the capacity and interest to read these challenging books should do so! But evidently Florida’s government disagrees with me there.

The language used by the Trump administration in its gender and sexuality directive attempts to enforce what it calls “biological truth” or “reality.” The so called “erasure of sex” apparently has damning implications for the “validity of the entire American system.” Personally, I don’t think trans people are going to destroy the American system simply by existing. And I also think that we as Americans have a God given, constitutional right to wear whatever the hell we want and call ourselves whatever the hell we want. Trump’s executive order argues that the modern conception of gender as fluid/changeable poses a threat to women’s safety.

The implication here is that allowing trans women into women’s bathrooms endangers women. I don’t think this is the case in practice, and Trump isn’t giving any evidence either (he doesn’t have any). Someone willing to go through the immense effort of changing themselves to look like another gender (including potentially significantly re-sculpting their body and genitals) is having a difficult enough time as it is. Giving them a hard time about where they get to shit in public is ridiculous in my opinion. I will leave the rest of that debate to the experts, but Trump’s directive goes deeper than the bathroom policy. Later sections specifically attack the idea that gender can transcend a fixed male-female binary at all.

Trump is making war on what he calls “gender ideology.” The implications of this order is that citizens may be policed by the federal government on the basis of their own chosen gender or sexual identity, and that one’s sex (based on producing a particular type of reproductive cell) must explicitly be categorized for the purposes of identification. But why? Are we not in a post DEI era where racial and sexual discrimination (even for the purposes of improving diversity within institutions) is illegal? And how do we enforce these sexual identifiers? Will a woman have to provide some of her eggs to an officer if she is suspected of being trans upon entering a bathroom? Will the driver’s license test come with a gamete verification process (please jizz in this cup) in order to acquire an ID? It is unenforceable. Trans people have been successfully shitting in bathrooms for decades without causing societal collapse, and the modern Republican attempt to politicize and criminalize trans people is nothing short of a power grab.

The fascist parallels are frightening. When the Nazis came to power, the first place they went was the Institute of Sex Research in Berlin to plunder its contents of sexual literature and artifacts.

Any materials deemed obscene or subversive were sent to the bonfires. It appears as though sexual research has been vilified and targeted by authoritarian regimes for at least a century.

The Nazis banned Ernest Hemingway, Aldous Huxley, Oscar Wilde, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Joseph Conrad, and Helen Keller too. We do not know how far the Republicans are willing to go in their own banning spree, but no government should have the right to tell its people what they can or cannot read, or what they can or cannot think. Given that sex is an integral aspect of human society, I believe firmly that it must be studied and discussed freely. It must be observed with an open mind. We must be comfortable talking about sex academically, instead of relegating it to taboo or witchcraft. We have to be able to talk about sex with our children. Kids are certainly mature enough to think about this stuff–its the adults that seem to project their own inherited fears on them. By depriving young people of an honest sexual education, we leave the task to Pornhub or other even more dubious online actors. Worse, some may not learn how to have healthy sexual relationships at all and enter realms of criminality or abuse–thus bringing about the very horrors of sexual harassment and assault in public spaces that Trump claims to want to defend against in his executive order.

Finally, I resent this government’s assertion that it is fighting for an incontrovertible truth. This very same government that calls to question the polio vaccine or the carbon cycle wants to impose biological truths about gender on its population. Ha. Ha.

Propaganda #59 (Mein Kampf’s Amazon Reviews)
February 18, 2025
Propaganda

The reviews are apparently not moderated in any capacity.

Amazon has become another walled garden service, preventing me from viewing more reviews (the bad ones) without creating an account and logging in. The Republicans and their tech mega-donors have ushered in the great era of online enshitification.

Trump as Fascist Snake
February 16, 2025
Commentary
Essay

“He who saves his Country does not violate any Law” – Donald Trump, Feb 15 2025

During the Trump campaign, people got mad at me when I used the word Fascist to describe the Republicans. They said using that word would weaken its power. Like some geopolitical version of The Boy Who Cried Wolf, they argue that if you call your political opponents Nazis now, we won’t be ready to heed the alarm when the real fascists show up. The folks I usually have this conversation with never let me argue beyond that point. If they did let me continue, however, I would say that they are misunderstanding fundamental aspects of Fascism that makes it so dangerous in the first place.

It’s this: Fascists try to look as “normal” as possible on the come up so that they can do all the evil shit once they secure power. Hitler was a published, outspoken jew hater and democracy-critic at least as early as 1925, but he wasn’t campaigning on genocide. He wasn’t loudly calling for the suspension of the free press. That came after. If you look like a radical freak on your come up, people might not democratically hand you the keys to power. Basically, the Nazis lied until they didn’t need to anymore, and then they went for the throat. Free speech is suspended the second it is not longer needed to access the levers of power.

So, if lying and obscuring the truth are central strategies to enacting a fascist regime, then politicians that espouse fascist ideas should not be taken at their word! And they need to be identified and combated BEFORE their rise to power, because once they have power it is too late. Once the Nazis started actually killing jews, gays, and catholics in the millions, it was far too late to solve the problem democratically. We needed to go over across the Atlantic and kill people to get them to stop.

Americans were in deep denial about the objectives of the Republican party during the 2024 campaign, and it isn’t hard to blame them– Trump was lying. Donald was happy to misdirect anytime an opportunity to do so arose!

On Ukraine, Trump was extremely vague. He said the war wouldn’t have happened if he were in office, and that he would end the war upon his return. Pressed for how, he said he’d make a deal with Russia and if Russia refused he’d give Ukraine “more than they ever got.” Now we see that the Republicans never had any intention of backing Ukraine. Ukraine will be receiving no more support from the USA. Ukraine will not be receiving security guarantees that could prevent a third Russian invasion in the future. Hell, they won’t even be part of the negotiations. Trump and Putin are going to work out a deal themselves, and Ukraine will either have to accept or be slowly annihilated. Putin and Trump, unified, have called for new elections in Ukraine so that a leader open to accepting Putin’s terms can be elected.

It doesn’t matter to Trump that Ukraine is an independent state with a Democratic system similar to our own against Putin’s autocracy. Or that invasion and murder are evil and against the law. Or that Europe is facing down its first land war since World War II with the possibility of much more conflict in the future when an emboldened Putin decides that he wants even more. Trump’s objective in Ukraine is now blatantly to end the war on Putin’s terms. Obviously he couldn’t say that during the 2024 campaign because that would have sounded really awful and possibly cost him the election.

On Israel, Trump zipped his lips. He said the war never would have happened if he were in office, and that he was the most pro-Israel president in history. Now that his Republicans are in control, we see what he meant by this: the USA will annex Gaza! We will relocate its millions of residents to some other place and begin a project of transforming the destroyed city into a lucrative real estate project. This idea is so outlandishly evil that even Trump himself seemed a bit embarrassed to say it out loud as he read the script.

(Aside: This isn’t the first time the Trumps have used violence as a real estate opportunity. At this very moment, Jared Kushner is developing a project on the site of the former Yugoslav Ministry of Defense building that was bombed to smithereens by NATO in 1999. The project is funded by Saudi Arabia, of course.)

Trump never let his intentions for Gaza go to light during the campaign of course. Saying so would have galvanized an incredible coalition against him and he would have lost the election. But we all knew Trump didn’t give a shit about the Palestinians. But we all knew Trump backed the Israeli right to conquer the West Bank and subjugate its inhabitants. Now that Trump is in power, his cabinet has declared that Israel has a “biblical right” to the West Bank and has removed all sanctions from settlers accused to violently stealing land. We all knew this was coming, but we pacified ourselves. We deluded ourselves into believing that Trump wasn’t going to do the fascist thing, that maybe he would bring peace to the world. Well, now we have a fascist in office.

Trump didn’t talk about South Africa particularly loudly during his campaign (if at all), yet suddenly South Africa has lost all US funding and the white Afrikaners that make up just 7% of the population while owning 80% of the farmland are considered persecuted refugees. Suddenly we notice that Elon Musk and Peter Thiel, Trump’s key donors and advisors, are white South Africans that made their riches off apartheid. All US funding to the impoverished parts of the world (impoverished in no small part because of their subservient position to the USA) have been suspended by the Trump administration for reasons that have not been communicated to the public beyond vague calls of fighting corruption.

What we see from the Trump administration is a desire to conquer and expand. The acquisition of material wealth through extraction is emerging as his chief geopolitical aim. Conflict is his primary policy. He wants Panama. He wants Greenland. He feels Ukraine owes us half of all its rare minerals. All the old trappings of the campaign are gone. Fighting inflation is off the table–it doesn’t matter anymore. We’ll have to deal with “some pain” while Trump wages his new trade war with all our allies. It is the same language the FED uses to justify the interest rates that have stifled a new generation of would-be home-buyers for the past three years.

We weren’t told any of this was going to happen because Trump was being sneaky about it. Even when it was pointed out in 2024 that Project 2025 laid out some very concerning plans to gut the Federal government and use the judiciary to establish an unbreakable Republican hold on all US policy, Trump claimed he never heard of it. That was a bold lie– the project is being enacted right now. Donny is the biggest liar in politics since Bush and his Weapons of Mass Destruction (another Republican out for blood and conquest).

Fascism derives it power from lies. That is why fascists destroy the free press the second they have the opportunity to do so. It’s why you aren’t allowed to criticize Putin in Russia without being jailed or killed outright. It is why you will be jailed and censored in Israel right now for even suggesting that the Palestinians deserve to be left alone. Interestingly, the Nazis called themselves National Socialists despite opposing socialism intrinsically. Putin and Xi claim to be the heads of Democracies, and become enraged if you call them dictators to their face. Biden did exactly that, but Trump never will.

Fascism derives its power from lies. And now the fascist snake is at arm’s length set to begin coiling around our throats. JD Vance went to Europe just last week to implore the Neo-Nazi AfD party to come to power. Elon Musk was there a few weeks earlier rallying them to denounce multiculturalism and embrace German Heritage….

Gentleman, it can’t be more obvious. If you are afraid to call them fascists now, then there will not be a proper time to do so ever. We will soon reach a tipping point where the response to such accusations will simply be a smile. “We know. :)”

Fatty Better Run
February 15, 2025
Music
Poetry

I poured a fireball in a dunkin iced coffee this morning and this is what came out:

Fatty in the oval office says I have to go home
Crossed 3000 miles, greatest trek ever known
No AC, you’d be bitching
Blot flies have you itching
Shut The Fuck Up Fatty, blow right through your dome
I’m a pilgrim in a foreign land, but I wasn’t born to roam
Rich bitches having their moment
I just want a fucking home

Get your boots on buddy
Just a hike cross the Darien
Watch your step cuz mudslides get hairy, and
Bring extra socks cuz its gonna rain again.
Call me Abraham!
Watch the rays, bring a hat or your baked, man
Left the jungle behind, now we in the sun
Nothing stopping this voyage,
Fatty better fucking run.

When im done with him, Donny gonna be sippin tea with Snowden
Better call up ICE, fatty need the protection
gonna snatch these bodies like they stole the election
three blind mice, reduced to dust
they scared! donald, vance, and musk!

Yeah I said, When I’m done, Donny gonna be sipping tea with Snowden
Landlord type ass aint ever been through nothin
Wiki say he a felon, but he didn’t do no time
Daddy paid for a lawyer, easy white collar crime
And Donny pays for pussy too cuz he’s bland as hell
No wonder we have active shooters, Mr. President an incel

And that’s just the start–
Blackrock, Vanguard, the evil black heart
Consolidating power like the dark lord
Sauron type [i cant say that word] crushing dissent with a hoard
of lawyers, and Peter Theil too,
didn’t you hear?
Built an AI to spy on you,
literally called it Palantir

They say:
Stacking the 401K?
Thank you very much Whitey!
Blast some muslims how we gon’ use that money
If we lucky kill some Chinese too
We’ll take those iphones and micro chips boo
Keep working, you’ll retire for sure!
Tho we might start a war, leave yo ass on some shore.

Lucky ones’ll come home with a medal
Honest veterans coming back to a life of art
Crafting cardboard signs in front the 114 Walmart

Is that the world we want to live in?
Hell no.

~~~
Just need a beat and we’ll have a Donald Trump Diss Track. Written in response to the bombardment of headlines over the past few weeks.

The Best Albums of.. 2022.. or 2021? (Music Monday #3)
January 27, 2025
Music

It’s Monday, and we are going backwards once again to explore music tastes of the past.

In 2022, I had it all– an apartment in NYC, a long term GF, the love and adoration of my parents… and I threw it all away to work menial jobs in the cold rain! The period from 2021 to 2024 marks the greatest transformation of my life since the growth spurts of my puberty years. What I lost in material things, I gained in spirit and courage! I would never go back.

I started keeping regular records of my finances and mental state around this time. This took the form of a series of notebooks with a new entry added every week. At the end of the very first notebook (Nov 2022 – Feb 2023) I scribbled a list of my favorite albums that I listened to the year prior, but I never did make a formal post about them. Now, in the year of our lord 2025, I present this list.

Disclaimer: time has become a bit more stratified since the pandemic days, but for a long time after 2020, the flow of events became blurry. I mean, as I was living from 2020 to 2022, the flow of time seemed to blend together. As such, I don’t know if these songs were ones I was listening to in 2020, 2021, 2022, or all three. Probably all three! This epoch of three years felt like one gigantic year, honestly.

BEST ECO-APOCALYPSE CONCEPT ALBUM:

The White Goblin by Masayoshi Takanaka (1997)

The White Goblin is the sequel to Masayoshi’s original storybook album concept, The Rainbow Goblins (1981). The original album, which features a real storyteller narration between tracks, tells the story of a group of goblins that attack the rainbow for its colors. They ultimately lose and are transformed into butterflies and colorful birds or something. It is a simple concept with some good music.

“Everybody knows the story of the Seven Rainbow Goblins, the terrible end they came to, and the way the flowers saved the Rainbow at the last minute from being destroyed
But very few know what happened afterwards
The Rainbow shone in the sky more beautiful than ever
Birds and beetles, butterflies and insects excelled one another in colored splendor
The land and water animals observed their new flying friends with wonder and pleasure
The Rainbow established a unity between Heaven and Earth..”

Mr. Takanaka is pretty rad

The sequel takes things to another level, with Takanaka creating a new, more viceral story from the childish original. Word of the vanquishing of the rainbow goblins reaches the cold north where, hidden alone in crevasses of eternal ice, the banished 8th goblin emerges from exile to conquer the world.

“Oh, Horrors! It’s the White Rainbow Goblin!”

The music gets crazy in this album. The white goblin descends into an underground city of blind cave-goblins, and the music goes hip hop mode for a bit. As the White Goblin and his army begin to devour all the colors of the world, the guitar gets heavy and starts to make industrial engine sounds. Like jets flying overhead. Obviously an analog for industrial society (the WHITE goblin ;p), the goblins start to consume all the natural resources of the world and build vast cities. The goblins eventually have to begin creating synthetic colors because all the natural colors of the world around them are devoured. As the world is dominated, the music itself becomes more synthetic too. Heavy beats and synthesizer to go with the guitar riffs.

It is a powerful album that reflects our own foolish destruction of nature. I highlight the lyrics here, but the album doesn’t really have any words besides the storyteller transitions between songs. Lots of guitar, honestly. The sounds capture the descent of the world very well. Much of Takanaka’s works are Jazz Fusion Rock and Roll type sounds, very upbeat and tropical. But there is something serious and cool about The White Goblin that has stuck with me for years.

BEST THROWBACK ALBUM:

Teens of Denial by Car Seat Headrest (2016)

Nothing brings me back to my high school days like Car Seat Headrest. The era from 2014 to 2017 saw the release of a ton of music that is now considered absolutely classic, but I was busy listening to Pink Floyd and classic rock. If my friends weren’t total music heads, I would have missed the release of To Pimp a Butterfly or Teens of Denial! Well, Teens of Denial is the one that comes back the most. Since 2022, I have always had a Car Seat Headrest phase every year! I relate more to the lyrics as an adult now than I ever did as a teenager. I was an upright, sober teen though. KILLER WHALE! KILLER WHALE!

While Teens of Denial is probably Car Seat Headrest’s best work, I did listen to the entire discography in 2023 while working on the farm and it was great. I don’t get the furry thing with Twin Fantasy, seemed fine to me.

CATCHIEST ALBUM:

City Slicker by Ginger Root (2021)

The YouTube algorithm is to thank for this one. Ginger Root’s hit single “Loretta” showed up in my sidebar, so I gave it a shot. I was already listening to a bunch of Japanese city pop playlists at the time, so City Slicker was exactly what I wanted at the moment. It is like a modern take on an era of music long past. Ginger Root is often described as “aggressive elevator soul”, and I think that about sums it up. Despite his feminine appearance, however, Ginger Root has some power in his singing. Loretta is really great, but “Juban Disctrict” might be my favorite song on the album.

“It’s so good to get down at the Juban District! Ah!
I’m choked up but you’d maybe pass me up!”

But yes, Loretta is an amazing song that got stuck in my head instantly. Over the years since discovering him, Ginger Root has gone on to release two new albums and go on tour. I passed up on tickets to his Boston show and regret it every day. I’m just kind of nervous about seeing what other people that listen to Ginger Root look like. Are we all a bunch of weirdos? I should get over that and just listen to some good live music…

BEST YOUTUBE PLAYLIST:

Macroblank • 痛みの永遠 (???)

The way we listen to music has changed a lot. Can you believe we used to buy singles on iTunes or go to stores to buy CDs? Now, the computer serves up a stream of fresh music for free! YouTube’s algorithm is constantly serving up new suggestions, and I’ve come to find that they can be pretty awesome. Macroblank is one of the best discoveries ever. I know nothing about the artist besides that he might he Japanese? Or maybe the Japanese title is a stylistic choice? I’m hesitant to call it an album because the songs likely aren’t even by Macroblank. In the lineage of vaporwave music, many of the songs are remixed tracks of existing music from the past. The songs are mostly without lyrics, just beats and jazz smooth as butter. Drums, some bongos, guitar. There is a track in there that sounds like a cool version of a Bloon Tower Defense menu theme…

If you don’t know what vaporwave is, don’t worry about it. But Macroblank is the perfected/listenable form of it. It takes you to a liminal place. Sort of nostalgic but new at the same time.

Of course, Macroblank is just one player in a huge online library of mysterious albums and playlists. Usually, the videos without english names are the best. Problem with that is if you like something and don’t save it… chances of finding it again are low as hell! Seriously, I’ve lost track of some awesome music over the years, simply because I have no idea how to track it down again. Googling the album cover art (and the album covers are always divine for some reason) doesn’t help lol

BEST ALBUM 2022:

Laurel Hell by Mitski (2022)

I actually did not like this album when it first came out. I thought Be The Cowboy was fantastic, so Laurel Hell required me to reset expectations. I couldn’t really get into it, thought the lyrics were kind of dull and self-centered. Over time, I found myself thinking about some of the songs. I left the album for a while after its initial release, and when I came back to it it was like listening to Mitski for the first time again!

This album is, in my opinion, less abstract than Be The Cowboy. It less lyrically poetic. It IS more self-centered, with Mitski being sort of depressed and self-flagellating throughout. She talks about being controlling or how unsatisfying it was to go through film school route just to be drudging instead of making movies. The music is electrifying, like dry dust in the desert. The album opens slow and cold before a synthetic beat drops and suddenly everything is alive. I picture somebody being shot in slow motion when I listen to “Valentine, Texas.”

The song “Should Have Been Me” is an amazing climax to a fraught album.

“When I went through my list of friends and found I had no one to tell,
of this overwhelming clean feeling, sweet serenity!”

It is like finding some sort of closure to a hard breakdown. Despite the loneliness of the artist, the strikes out triumphantly.

“When I saw the girl looked just like me, I thought
must be lonely loving someone
trying to find their way out of a maze!
Oh, I know”

It isn’t Be The Cowboy. I don’t know if I can say that it is as good as Be The Cowboy. But it is a deeper, more personal album. The music is more memorable in a lot of ways. I wasn’t ready for it when it dropped, but I changed a lot in the months that came after and the album found me again as the year wrapped up. I’m glad it did!

LOOKING FORWARD TO 2023:

The last line in the notebook reads “SOS by SZA.” What an absolutely perfect album to drop during a breakup! “Kill Bill” has all the psycho energy I needed, and the other songs all kind of blend together into a wistful panorama of R&B tracks. It is a very chill album. With the recent Kendrick/SZA collab, I’ve been re-listening to this one quite a bit. It isn’t my favorite by any means, but Kill Bill itself might be one of my favorite songs of the 2020s.

And that’s all I wrote. Been meaning to get this down for years now. Next time, I’ll be exploring more of my present tastes. Music is a revolving door, though. Tracks emerge and disappear and return with the seasons.

Music for a New Year (Music Monday #2)
January 22, 2025
Music

My best album of 2024:

Destroy Boys, Make Room

Listened to this while seething and packing fish food.

I also listened to a lot of Doja Cat, the Kendrick Lamar dis tracks, Daft Punk/plenty of DJ sets, and good old Johnny Cash. Had my Carseat Headrest phase, which is just an annual thing now. Re-listened to Ziggy Stardust while running and it was like heaven.

I am in a musical renaissance right now, though. 2024 is already the past. 2025 is here and there are new discoveries every week.

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PROPAGANDA #58 (WELCOME TO THE BRAINROT ERA ft. Rewriting the 14th Amendment)
January 22, 2025
Commentary
Propaganda

It has been an infuriating week in politics.

Donald Trump has declared an executive order revoking birthright citizenship to babies born from non-citizen parents. This is in direct violation of the Constitution, which states:

All persons born or naturalized in the United States, and subject to the jurisdiction thereof, are citizens of the United States and of the State wherein they reside.

That is the opening clause of the 14th amendment. The 14th amendment was added to the constitution specifically to prevent the evil of slavery from ever cropping up in the United States again. Before the civil war, a judge ruled in Dred Scott v. Sandford (the now infamous 1857 Dred Scott Decision) that the descendants of slaves were not citizens of the USA. This was a deep injustice, because it was the slaves that built this country and made it rich by laboring for free beneath masters.

Hundreds of thousands of Americans fought and died to defeat slavery. By ordering the repeal of the 14th Amendment, Trump is setting the stage for the return of atrocities beyond our imagination. Can you imagine a mother traveling 5000 miles through the mountain jungles of Central America and across the desert to be told that her child will not receive the same rights and freedoms afforded to all other equal citizens in the USA?

What would slavery look like in the 21st century? Immigrants, or their non-citizen children born into the system, under the threat of immediate deportation by armed federal agents, will be forced to work hard days under the sun picking crops for wages well below the legal standard. Their work will not contribute to a pension, 401k, or retirement plan. They will form a “permanent underclass” that contributes to the country with their labor but otherwise is never afforded the security as true citizens. And since this population of non citizens will be mostly latinos from South America, obvious racial divisions will form.

Esperanza Sanchez, 72, continues to work on a crew picking vegetables at farms in California’s Coachella Valley. She has no retirement options.

The scholars will say that this isn’t slavery. They will point to the smart phones and cars and dollar bills in their hands and say that the Black slaves didn’t have stuff like that and were whipped and shackled in broad daylight. But these people will be living in the United States and working their asses off just like you and me, much harder actually, and they won’t be equal to you and me. That’s a heinous level of injustice, a hypocrisy, that makes you want to scream. It is un-American, and I’m not afraid to say that. Unpatriotic. Figures that Trump praises Robert E. Lee.

In other news, our president has immediately moved to limit healthcare access for poor people:

“The previous administration has embedded deeply unpopular, inflationary, illegal, and radical practices within every agency and office of the Federal Government.” – Donald Trump

According to the president, trying to ensure everybody in America has some capacity to visit a doctor and seek medical attention is an “inflationary” action. As if spending any money at all to help people were an act of terrorism against the economy itself.

Much excitement in the Discord as of late. The AI that reads all of our conversations makes us sound like we are debating high brow concepts, and I suppose we are! All discourse is good discourse, even in the brainrot era. There is a lot to consider in the current moment.

MLK Day
January 20, 2025
Quote
Video

Have you seen my old friend martin, can you tell me where he’s gone?

I just looked around, and he’s gone.

    Net Neutrality is Dead!
    January 3, 2025
    Commentary

    If you follow my political ramblings, you may remember a post last year about the death of Chevron:
    https://www.aaaahh.net/conservatives-blow-up-another-decades-old-legal-precedent-chevron/

    Loper Bright Enterprises v. Raimondo (2024) saw the Supreme Court trash one of the longest and most cited precedents in legal history. This court is conservative in name only– they have completely upended the legal landscape of the entire country. Chevron was essentially the legal framework by which the Federal Government regulated the increasingly consolidated corporate landscape of our country.

    Well, the consequences are finally coming home to roost. Net Neutrality, a simple FCC rule that states that all internet traffic is equal and must be treated equally by internet service providers, is officially dead. Trump repealed Net Neutrality with his FCC (run by a Comcast lawyer) back in his first term, and Biden tried to reinstate it. Of course, conservatives backed by Verizon and AT&T (USTelecom Lobby) fought the reinstatement in the courts and won. The judge presiding over the case cited Loper, of course, in arguing that the US Government could not regulate the internet service that our consolidated and heavily publicly funded ISPs so graciously provide us.

    The repercussions of this go far beyond fast or slow internet. In deciding that internet service is a product rather than a utility, the courts have taken away the foundational idea that internet access is a fundamental right. Despite requiring the internet in our modern lives to pay bills, apply for insurance, read the news, and learn in general, the law has decided that the internet is an optional service. Buyer Beware.

    The internet, of course, was a publicly funded government project to begin with, and all the infrastructure that makes it run (both hardware and software) was funded publicly or created for free by autistic lunatics. Comcast has no right beyond longevity to control the market share that it does. Unfortunately, the conservatives have also killed the Federal Trade Commission, so any plans to break up the massive communications monopoly that has taken over America are also kaput.

    Remember, Republicans suck. They take away your rights every year in new and terrible ways. Every year.


    Meirl (ft Robert Frost)
    December 24, 2024
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    Poetry

    Whose woods these are I think I know.   

    His house is in the village though;   

    He will not see me stopping here   

    To watch his woods fill up with snow.   

    ~~

    My little horse must think it queer   

    To stop without a farmhouse near   

    Between the woods and frozen lake   

    The darkest evening of the year.   

    ~~

    He gives his harness bells a shake   

    To ask if there is some mistake.   

    The only other sound’s the sweep   

    Of easy wind and downy flake.   

    ~~

    The woods are lovely, dark and deep,   

    But I have promises to keep,   

    And miles to go before I sleep,   

    And miles to go before I sleep.

    ~~

    “Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening” by Robert Frost

    Today I did 10 hours of mail delivery, 6am to 4pm, after spending the night of the 23rd wrapping presents and wasting time. After work, I tried to nap a bit before heading north to drop off presents at various family members houses. Then I did 2 1/2 hours at my second job cleaning goldfish tanks. Many miles crossed, I am now going to shower and prepare to do absolutely nothing on Christmas Day (maybe I’ll clean the kitchen).

    PROPAGANDA #57 (Plastic Poison)
    December 16, 2024
    Propaganda

    Dang who would have thought the immortal substance we make out of petroleum and surround all of our food in would turn out to be toxic.

    Increasingly, I am disgusted with the act of throwing away trash. Every time you put a wrapper in the bin, you are kicking your problem off to someone else. The plastic isn’t going away. It can’t be recycled, melted down and reformed like a metal ingot. It won’t break down into useful atoms. It will merely pollute the Earth, poisoning yourself and all generations of life that come after you.

    We need unified action on this one.

    Ran a Half Marathon
    December 16, 2024
    Blog

    I’ve lost nearly 40 pounds in 5 months! Anything is possible! The world is yours!

    Music Monday #1: Plastic Beach by Gorillaz
    December 16, 2024
    Essay
    Music

    Plastic Beach by Gorillaz (2010)

    Out on the mail route, phone battery is a limited resource. My dogshit Sony phone can handle an 8 hour shift with %15 left to get me home, but overtime kills it. Hell, sometimes the phone just crashes partway though and I can’t navigate or call my supervisor or anything. These battery issues have lead me to abandon streaming altogether. No spotify, no YouTube Red. MP3 files loaded directly onto the phone! My cellphone is an ipod touch with GPS.

    My collection of albums has grown over time, but at first I had only a few mp3 files saved locally on my phone. These initial files were multi-hour video game music playlists. I know what that sounds like, but trust me– Alf’s Video Game Bangers series is awesome! It’s funky EDM, mostly, good for keeping me on my feet during a long day on the mail beat. I listened to Alf’s compilations on repeat, but after a month of vocal-less gamer beats, however, I craved something with more substance. For some reason, I downloaded Gorillaz’s Plastic Beach. Given the choice between more VG music and Plastic Beach, I decided to listen to Plastic Beach. A lot. I listened to it over and over again and quickly fell in love.

    “GORILLAZ AND THE BOSS DOG, PLANET OF THE APES!”

    – Track 2: Welcome to the World of the Plastic Beach (Ft. Snoop Dogg)

    Plastic Beach is a black sheep from a band that has always produced strange albums. For first time listeners, the album sounds really discordant. The first track opens with an orchestra alongside Snoop Dogg ushering the listeners into what he calls “the World of the Plastic Beach.” The next son, White Flag, strikes a completely different tone, with bongos, flutes, a violin and then.. British rap? I absolutely hated that transition on my first listen, but there is something catchy about White Flag. When the two singers get going, alternating “White Flag, White Flag!”

    “No Castaway, No Survivor! I ain’t lost and this ain’t shipwrecked!”

    – Track 3: White Flag (Ft. Bashy, Kano & The National Orchestra For Arabic Music)

    On my first few listens to the album, I didn’t really understand its meaning, besides a lot of mentions of plastic. After getting over its overall strangeness, however, I started listening to the lyrics more and realized that the entire concept is hitting the oceanic climate disaster/imperialism nail very hard. Snoop Dogg is asking kids to gather around, telling them that while the world feels so hopeless, “it’s like wonderland.”

    “Drinkin’ lemonade in the shade, getting blazed with a gang of pilgrims”

    – Track 2: Welcome to the World of the Plastic Beach

    The next song opens with admittedly oriental sounding music and a depiction of a castaway on a tropical shore. The singers describe coming upon a beautiful paradise, and agree not to bring guns or war. No feds, no rent, no stress, either. It represents an inversion of the typical Robinson Crusoe narrative, where the lost sailor inevitably chooses to colonize this beautiful little place he has come upon. Rather than making enemies with the natives, the Gorillaz castaway comes in peace waving a white flag.

    “Hi, little lady // Sex on the beach, wanna try for a baby?”

    – Track 3: White Flag (my favorite line from the song)

    Of course, paradise doesn’t last in the real world. The next song, Rhinestone Eyes, introduces this concept of “factories far away” making things with “plastic power.” It is also more of a “traditional” Gorillaz song, very listenable. It has cool talking lyrics like their previous hit Clint Eastwood. The next song, Stylo, keeps it moving with awesome beat with some rap and chorus that gives way to some pure poetry vocal solos from 2D and Bobby Womack. Electric is the looove~! If it’s love, it’s electric!

    “Your love’s like rhinestones, falling from the sky.”

    – Track 4: Rhinestone Eyes

    Superfast Jellyfish gives us a criticism of fast food complete with commercial samples. Reminds me of MF Doom. The song is loaded with energy and has some extremely memorable lines. The repeated assertion that “The sea of Radioactive, the sea is Radioactive!” is snuck in there too, hauntingly.

    “All hail King Neptune and his water-breathers
    No snail thing too quick for his water-feeders
    “Don’t waste time” with your net
    Our net worth is set
    Ready, go many know others but
    We be the colors of the mad and the wicked
    We be bad, we re-brick it
    With the twenty-four hour sign
    Shower mine habits
    While you dine like rabbits
    With the crunchy, crunchy carrots
    (Oh that’s chicken)
    Gotta have it super fast!”

    – Track 6: Superfast Jellyfish (Ft. Gruff Rhys & De La Soul)

    Empire Ants is next with an addictive opening beat underneath some elegiac singing. I really only get interested in this song when Yuimi Nagano starts singing after the bridge. The female voice is more welcome than 2D’s sad verses, though the actual lyrical content is kind of disturbing. Nagano sings:

    “Little memories, marching on
    Your little feet, working the machine
    Say will it spin, will it soar?
    My little dream, working the machine
    Soon, like a wave, empires will fall
    And closing in on you, they’re going on.”

    – Track 7: Empire Ants (Ft. Little Dragon)

    We are likened to a colony of ants building a vast empire, but my personal headcanon is a little more disturbing. I always heard the lines about “little feet” as a reference to the actual children that keep our production going. There are a lot of little feet, child labor, making the little plastic things that we buy and then throw into the ocean.

    Empire Ants gives way to the song Glitter Freeze, which is just a ton of noise that I happen to like. I like electronic sounds and heavy synthetic sounds, and I also know this taste was acquired. This song might annoy the shit out of the uninitiated.

    The next few songs represent the peak of the album. Some Kind of Nature, track 8, has our singer musing about a material, some kind of plastic, that he can wrap around his lover. Next up, Melancholy Hill, which everyone has heard. That song reached far beyond the confines of this weird album. A few songs later, we get the titular song Plastic Beach, which is on-par with Melancholy Hill IMO.

    “It’s by the light
    Of the plasma screens
    We keep switched on
    All through the night while we sleep”

    – Another not so subtle social critique in Track 11: Broken

    Plastic Beach (track 13), brings it all together. The song opens with an image of the “only whale” watching ships pass by before exploding into an awesome repeated verse:

    “It’s a Casio on a plastic beach, it’s a Casio on a plastic beach
    It’s a styrofoam deep sea landfill, it’s a styrofoam deep sea landfill
    It’s automated computer speech, it’s automated computer speech
    It’s a Casio on a plastic beach, it’s a Casio”

    – Track 13: Plastic Beach (Ft. Paul Simonon & Paul Jones)

    I like to think that the whale is the last survivor in a polluted, plastic strewn ocean. The beaches themselves are plastic. In fact, the island paradise described at the start of the ocean is at this point a floating island of trash composed of multicolor styrofoams and wrappings.

    The next song, and one of the last, hits me the hardest:

    “I’ll wait to be forgiven, maybe I never will
    My star has left me to take the bitter pill
    That shattered feeling, well, the cause of it’s a lesson learned
    ‘Just don’t know if I could roll into the sea again
    Just don’t know if I could do it all again,’ she said—it’s true”

    – Track 14: To Binge (Ft. Little Dragon)

    I had a long as relationship that I poured my entire self into, and then it was over. I don’t know if I can roll into the sea again. The thought of doing it all again makes me feel very tired. I don’t know what it is about music, but a song has the power to capture a feeling that one has felt for a long time but never put into words.

    “I’m caught again in the mystery
    You’re by my side, but are you still with me?
    The answer’s somewhere deep in it, I’m sorry that you’re feeling it
    But I just have to tell you that I love you so much these days
    Have to tell you that I love you so much these days, it’s true”

    – Track 14: To Binge (Ft. Little Dragon)

    The album is functionally over at this point, but there are still two songs left to usher the listener out of the door. Bobby Womack comes back for a grandiose song about love and the movement of time and the tide. Lost at sea. The final song, Pirate Jet, I always forget about. It comes on as the last song and then leaves. We’ve left the taps running for a hundred years, you know. Water’s gonna rise.

    The project is kind of sad in a catchy way. It talks a lot about love that doesn’t work out, oceans filling up with plastic, and makes fun of us for watching TV and eating fast food. All that is wrapped up in an experimental Gorillaz foil. Genre? A quick look at a Reddit thread gives me “Zombie Hip Hop, Psychedelic Surf Rock, electronic/experimental rock, Pirate Pop. I don’t think the Gorillaz have a genre, but Plastic Beach is definitely a Gorillaz album of all time!

    I won’t do ratings, as I don’t think I have listened to nearly enough music in my life to accurately rank anything. I will say, however, that Plastic Beach is probably my favorite Gorillaz album (but not by far). It was released in 2010, and the songs have only grown more timely. When I was listening to this album repetitively, Massachusetts was going through a drought and my own home suburb of Middleton Massachusetts was literally burning. The smoke from the wildfire carried all the way down to East Boston where I worked and settled upon the city in a cold haze. The reefs are dying, too. Great islands of plastic continue to form in the Pacific Ocean. Bits of plastic have been found to be embedded in our very bones. And worse, it is coming to light that plastic itself might be a toxic material, slowly poisoning us.

    Will we find another pristine coast to escape to, another planet perhaps? Or have we shipwrecked ourselves on toxic shores?

    Postal Poetry
    December 10, 2024
    Poetry

    kissed a latina last night

    came into work 6am, before light

    gulls soaring high above the IMC

    Thanksgiving 2024
    November 28, 2024
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    Propaganda

    😀

    Americans, despite making up only a fraction of the global population, have the highest consumption of resources on the planet. If that pisses you off to think about, well… 😉
    Enjoy the salary. All of this is for you.